Hais~ just came back from CIF exam and pretty sad cos i studied so much and so much careless…kaozzz my mcq already half gone and my section b hmm quite a number dont know how to do ahhhhh…wahhh my effort to ask my lecturer questions for the past few days all wasted…=(

Last saturday went to practice demo for zqs anniversary. After demo was training i was looking forward to training cos i very long did not train so must loss those fats hehe…during training did alot of slams and when i think sensei quite angry with me i guess…haha he chose me for demo then i got slammed by him until i cannot get up…my joint at my thumb the joint overstretched OUCH!!!…

After training Li Ling, Jas, Karen, Haikel, Ruilin, Zhi Jing and me went to marina to see the fireworks…Ahhhhhhh its so crowded there ><. anyway the fireworks was soooooooo nice…i want to go watch again.

Arrrrrrhhhhhhhh my cough is really bad because it already lasted for more than 1 month and it still hasn’t cured. Now i’m also done with flu….Darn it!!!

Very pek cek with my lappy >< because i don’t know why the bottom bar always gone de then i cant see anything on my desktop also…ARHHHHHHHH!!!!

Li Ling and her kawaii~ dog

karen, li ling, jas

group picture haha

some fireworks pictures:

Ok…today was maths paper la and i was sooooo freaking nervous in the morning that i asked my friend to meet up with me at 8. In the end, he ended up late so i studied on my own…i think i nervous because do 6 maths paper liao and i think went crazy haha. Anyway i did well for maths woooooohooooooo I ACE IT!!! YEAH!!! my aim is to get 2 “A” for 2 modules and i think i should be able to get for MCT and Maths WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! so happy!!!!

After exams i went home to play guitar and i practiced zqs anniversary songs and my own nonsense songs like adam’s family, harry potter and star wars imperial march wahahahaha…cool right ^^

Jialat la… i left 2 more papers liao and i’m sooooo gonna buck up for CIF and ES ahhhhhhhhh….my motivation to strive on must keep on going.

anyway yesterday was the end of mct and i think i’m quite ok with what i did cos the paper was average haha. hais~ i still have 3 more papers to go and i’m sooooooooo gonna die when it comes to embedded systems because i don’t even know how to do a single question ahhhhhhhhhhh…i’m dead.

oh btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU TIAN!!!! haha hope you had fun last sat…i actually wanted to say early in the morning at novena but i forgot haha…psps didn’t go out for dinner with solo, glenda and i think haikel got go also bah.

ermmm…oya last saturday solo and imran spotted a freaking cool bike and its really “cool” in a way haha…hais imran haven send me the pics so cant post it. when we go for the zqs demo practice i didn’t know why i was sooooo tired after the practise. hmm maybe because i did not sleep early the following day or maybe my stamina dropped cos i never go for aikido training for a very long time geeezz. The whole day i noticed imran was verrrrryyyy angry with glenda…i hope he calms down soon. relax relax imran ^^. anyway when i went home i got back to studying haha.

weeeee~ its sunday and its supposed to be good day for me because i don’t have to wake up so early to jam at wee yew’s place, however something made me very angry. The whole day i have been studying again…awwwww. hais no time to play guitar ahhhhhhh damn it!!! anyway its the olympic finals for ping pong and its a battle between singapore and china…it was a definitely interesting match, but singapore managed to obtain a silver and i think thats good enough. congrats!!! LOL i think haikel and jasmine are angry over me and i don’t freaking know whyyyyy btw haikel i did not purposely go to jas blog lor…its just so FREAKING HAPPEN that i go jas blog when i was blog surfing i also studied the whole night lar…and i’m already very angry and pek cek that whole night already…i won’t say why. ><

yeah!!! yesterday slept at 3 and woke up at 9…and i played guitar awhile…i’m gonna try out adams family theme song on the zqs anniversary during the nonsense part…cool right!!! maybe i should play on distortion mode hmmm…haha don’t know bahh see how first ^^

Hais~ tomorrow will be my first paper which is MCT!!!! hmmm jiayou! jiayou! you can do it =)

Anyway last wednesday i was so HAPPY!!!!! =) you wanna know why??? nahhhhh i won’t say hehe…ever wonder what it feels like when you just voice out EVERYTHING that is within you…its just like SHOUTING!!! when you are down…it just makes you feel EXTREMELY BETTER!!! haha now i don’t feel so stress out because i can tell that a lot of things are accomplished and there isn’t any emptiness within me anymore WEEEEE!!!! haha betcha no ones understands what i said…o.0

Yesterday for the first time i sat down in my study room and studied for almost 12hours sia…hmm almost there bah…yesterday reach home about 12+ mah hehe. I didn’t know i was that guai sia, actually i’m very naughty one hehe…

Hais~ next week is exam liao and i must continue to keep moving forward no matter what wahahahaa jiayou! jiayou! gambatte!…good luck to everyone also, ALL THE BEST!!! =)

Yesterday i planned not to sleep the whole night because today i got a BLOODY LAB TEST today and i was watching olympics judo and studying zzz. i study until 4 i feel damn siannn then i slept on the wooden sofa haha…very angry arrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh!!!!! luckily my dad woke me up at 630 haha if not i will sleep throughout. So many things to cover yesterday and the book is like damn thick la zzzz, i study only half-way then heck care liao…

Hais~ when i got the paper i STUN!!!! i don’t know how to do the first question of section b and that question is quite easy…its just that i lack of practise la…WTH!!!! then i have keep on letting my lect help me sia. i think he also very pek cek with me sia…cos everytime he walk pass he see me stuck he sure help me. The worst thing is i did not complete the paper…WTF!!!!!! DAMN PISSED HMMPH!!!!! FAIL LIAO LOR KAOZZZZ!!!! NOT IN GOOD MOOD!!!! now i cannot sleep liao even though i feel so tired after exam. Anyway algorithms is finally over because its one of the MOST PEK CEK module i have ever done cos its advance c++. Time to concentrate on other subjects liao…yeah!!! i finished studying for 1 module liao…time to study my second one which is maths.

Diaozzzz angry for the last few days liao…can’t come down sia don’t know why =_= yeah!!! i’m so gonna fall sick soon and i can’t wait for that to happen anytime. Lack of sleep duh!!!! heck care la….i can’t wait for aikido on fri haha don’t feel like studying but ROT instead Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ eyes closing soon haha

LIFE IS NEVER FAIR!!!

LOL today Olympics started and i freaking don’t really care because of freaking studies that freaks me. hais~ woke up freaking late again and i’m freaking late for school…i missed my freaking tutorial DAMN IT!!!! pissed with myself now…

Tomorrow is national day and i’m glad i got time to catch up with my studies ^^…sorry wee yew can’t go for the thing you planned. you know the reason…have fun =) Anyway back to studies…hais next week i got a freaking programming lab test and finally that will be the last time i’m gonna touch that crap. I’m glad that i did well for my MCT 95/100 and CIF 70/100 weeee i was expecting to fail my CIF but thanks to my lect, he helped me out a little bit with my program. I’m gonna start with my exam papers soon…

I totally suck for god’s sake!!! everytime i tried, it always have to fail…nvm no one understands me haha =_=|||

Hais to today went to school and did programming project…LOL like machiam never do sia =_=

Anyway i was very pek cek the whole day because early in the morning matthew backed out from poly50 because he said he was sick…excuses nia. I’m also sick lor…for the past 1 week i have been coughing non-stop but today after poly50 my cough like cured sia…zai right. Wahhh!!! i damn angry sia when yt told me that solo cannot go because the following day he went to set up the wcg crap and today he can’t run because he damn tired!!! WTH!!! Luckily can replace on the spot if not disqualified sia…big thanks to benedict and shearn.

Wahhh!!! when poly50 started, when it was my turn to run, my leg tired sia…so its very hard for me to sprint liao…so mainly the whole of poly50 i run only but after awhile i got my stamina then i try sprint for awhile. Weeee i ran until got stitches sia…ouch!!! but still must jiayou!!! so bo bian have to continue running ^^ the place very crowded and i banged into one of the SPSU guy when he gong gong walk pass me while i was changing the tags. anyway my team initially was losing to perry’s team sia…until the counter gave us wrong card, so we ended up leading…wahhh i did ran round the whole track once sia and i was feeling damn SHACK!!! awwwww…i had to keep on drinking water and use the tissue cos i got running nose =X siannnnnnn my whole body now aching liao…kaoz. everyone had fun la even though we were so tired =)

LOL…during dinner hafidz, reeve and me shared 2 12′ inch pizzas and i was given 5 pieces…after i ate 3 pieces i cannot eat anymore liao. i went home bloated haha…

SLEEPY now sia….yawns. i still got alot to study wahhhhh cannot tahan the amount of workload and pressure on me now. im glad that poly50 is over, so 1 hurddle is down!!! weeeee!!! but still there are few more hurddles and some are higher to manage, so i must jiayou!!!….pissed at the moment!!!! not because of poly50

Weee…today its grading wooohooo. I was so excited that i think i couldn’t sleep last night. hais today woke up early to go for meeting at novena. kaozzz i put meeting so early…LOL today ate subway again sia. Haha i see both shearn and perry eat i also feel like eating. anyway meeting took quite some time and next one should be on fri bah…hais~

Reached dojo at around 12+ and must wait for dojo open zzz. Weeeee!!!! grading started at 130 and i was so excited ^^ i passed my cam to imran, hoping that he will help me take some photos. However, he did not…weee. started with warm-up then free exercise. After swapping moves with those grading for brown, i was so bored la. This time my grading was boring la…next time i want a group comprising only my belt standard sia…walau!!! my grading only lasted 45mins and the 2nd batch was 1h++ kaozzz so many moves never do sia like katatedori koshi-nage and yokomenuchi gokyo. ARRRRRHHHH…i think i only did only half of my own syllabus la cos got some moves for those grading brown they had to do some of our moves in the syllabus…i still remember my brown grading has 5 times of free exercises and always kena from black belt sia…now only 3 times of free exercise. wahhhh not fun…hais in the end i got no pics taken during grading…upset =(

Hais i cant see perry and the rest grade because had to discuss some stuffs for demo on monday and we were trying to rush through everything. anyway not gonna mention anything because this is freaking confidential…(club business) anyway hais practise demo until so long sia and had to make Li Ling wait for me arrrhhhhh…sorry sorry my fault if you were late for your event. Luckily you went off first…if not i will feel so guiltyyyyy sia. i already felt guilty to let you wait for so long also…

Always look on the bright side of life weeeee~ must start reflecting…wahhh i feel so sleepy now and tomorrow still have to wake up so early because got jamming!!! siannnnn i hope i improve my guitar skills…next week i’m so gonna become guai kia and study like good boy because i’m flooded with so many lab tests and still got programming project haven do…dont know whether want to do anot sia cos its 10% somemore my group like heck care de even though they are zai one HEHE. I’m gonna need a nice long break during my holidays. LOL why am i talking about holidays when exams are round the corner…STRESSSSS

Fallen into pieces